Monday, June 16

I'm so exhausted- just done tidying up the folders for the famil group tmr! And yes, you're right, I have not gotten anything important done for myself today!

I wonder why I have to do the job for someone who just took the day off on premise that she is sick!!! Oh bitch, watch it, I promise that I will give you one hell of a time tmr!

I wonder why I have to put up with stagnant salary, and swallow my complains even with bigger responsibilities stuffed in my face!

I wonder how people can get away with doing a shit job!

I wonder how people can get away without having a stinking reputation that stick with them forever!

I just have to wonder why God has got to be so fucking unfair to me! Nothing seems to be on my side, and what about the bad lots for everything?!



Now tell me...

How could I stay positive and convince myself that tmr will be a better day, if things get progressively worse?

How could I look forward to tommorrow if I don't even know what's there to look forward to?

How could I think of a future when I'm almost convinced that God has no future for me?

Life is such a bitch! Please, let me vanish at this instance!

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