Monday, July 14

I think i've catch a cold... Oh, how I hope that I would get so sick and have to be away from work for one week! Haha, can imagine how all these useful scums are going to do without me!

Blasted at two of my workers today. I enjoy the look on their faces! If I can't make life better for myself, I'll have to pass on the misery.

Work has probably driven me nuts. I had the most unpleasant conversation with my boss today. I asked to be relieved for lower duties so that I can concentrate on my studies. I even suggested that I'd take lower pay and the company should hire someone to take over my FC duties. And guess what the reply was?

Can't believe that he would actually have the cheek to say that it's too hard AND EXPENSIVE to hire a FC who is willing to work in a tourist region! I felt so exploited after hearing all these bull-shit! Oh yeah, so you mean I'm cheap, but shouldn;t be rewarded for doing an equally good job? And yes, the company should continue to exploit me and pile heaps more responsibilities on me? And also, you won't be able to find someone else whom you can so easily exploit like me???

Nice...

If you guys dont know about it yet, let me tell you how much more my job encompasses, on top of running the Accounts Dept and handling all the risk mgt shit I was raving about in my earlier posts. EVERYONE at the resort comes to me for help with EVERYTHING, however trival.

I get phone calls in my office everyday, with the strangest questions from the front desk. I had to help man the reception when they get too busy with arrivals. I had to help them fix their night audit discrepancies. I had to play PA to the GM. I had to help put together marketing materials for famil groups. I'm just fucking everything that everyone uses me for!

So, I'm just a cheap slog for the company afterall.

With work aside, I feel kinda sad. Real life feels so distant from me. It's only a matter of time when I'm completely forgotten.

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