Wednesday, August 6

Just feeling tired as always... I wish I could feel less tired. But I really can't help it if my iron level is inherently lower than an average person.

I'm getting nothing done yet. Haven't started on my Risk Management Reports, and not much of readings covered for my assignment either.

I just wanna get away soon. In a matter of a month or so, I won't hear from this disgusting place for one and a half week! How great! I miss my girlies. At least they're rare people who still remain quite the same as I have first known them. At least in my eyes =)

I'm invited to an "Undercover" themed party. Not sure if I really wanna go. I'm not too confident with social events for the past years. I don't why. When I used to be modelling with MC and JCM, I'd kill for any cool parties or just any chance to socialise. Not anymore. I don't know what to say to people, or what to talk to them about these days. It seems to feel so much better to hide in a corner. I just feel like I've turned into some sort of lonely, socially-unwanted freak.

Wish I could grab a drink now to calm my nerves and bring me away to LaLa-Land. Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy!

Come Friday, I promise I'll be knocking off early! =)

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